Between me, you and him

i can see my feeling between both of you Mr. J and Mr.F.

im gettin nervous, excited, happy, clumsy. when i saw your name, i smiled. when you gave me wall, im happy. when i see you texting with other girls im jealous. when ure not online im missing you. Eventho we're not talking but just by seeing your face only god knows how happy i am... but i know i must not love you or like you coz it will hurts me more coz i know you still hoping and waiting for her eventho you said you want to move on and make a new chapter with me. i just dont know what to do. im denying and avoiding of everything.. everything that will relate to you. :'( i cant love you like i want to. - Mr J

As for you Mr.F, i have no idea here... i wish i can forget him but everything is just not right.. im missing him more and more each day!! let us just go with the flow. i just dun wanna give on whatever i do.. i hope you hvae that patient.. my heart is not in a right situation now so i hope you can understand my feeling. :')

i didnt say No and i didnt say Yes either. soo hope everything goes well :)